Dear lover,

Here I am again. I seem to write to you every time that I feel I strong emotion. When I feel very lonely and defeated, when I feel blessed and hopeful, and when I feel balanced.

I can’t stress enough the fact that I’m dying to know who you are. I literally wish to meet you every day that goes by.

I may fall in love with other people, but I know for sure that there’s a kind of love that happens once, and only once in life. That’s the love I’m saving for you. I hope you’re saving it for me too.

Every time I think of you I feel connected and tranquil, and at the same time I feel myself burning with love and emotion. The mere thought of you wreaks a havoc within me. What will happen when I stand in front of you?

To think that you are somewhere in this world makes the hairs in my skin stand. You exist. You, made for me. You, the one that I was moulded for. The fact that there’s a person like the one I dream of everyday, like the one I pray for, one meant for me, my best friend, sidekick, lover, family… That fact is simply marvellous.

I am dying to be yours… Even though I already am.

Yours,

Ellie